Alright well here I go.
Im ranting. You can read it and take it in. Or you dont have to.
Im really upset right now. I have had a really off week.
And my mom doesnt seem to get when to give me a break.
And its to the point were I was ready to call MY DAD and break down.
I dont understand why I cant be the one treated better.
Codey gets a lot..and she tells me 'well he doesnt have a dad'
I NEVER DID EITHER. I lost him.
I dont understand. What the hell?
She takes him to the doctors for a sprained ankle, and freaks out.
Then takes two nice long painfull weaks..to get me there for a fractured ankle? WHAT THE FUCK
I was crying to get her to take me..balling my eyes out in pain!
And I dont cry when I get hurt. I learned better then that alright?
Now I am just ripshit. Because yesterday. she made ME STAY HOME AND TAKE CARE OF MY BROTHER. While he couldnt work. I have school fucking bitch.
I mean seriously? And then I was gunna go to the mall, and get better shoes for grad..and she said yeah..then I got to go to walmart instead. and get stuff I didnt need..and I just told her something that I could get to get something.so yeah.
Im just. like.
I dont know, she is a great mom and I wouldnt trade her for the world.
I just get treated diffrently..and like Im perfectly fine. when Im not.
Im really not.
And I probably wont ever be.
And I can live with that. But when she tells me to shut up.
Or doesnt care it bothers me. And I dont care if your mom does that to you or whatever.
Im diffrent.
Alright. Im still living in hell.
And I cant go through with this. Im not stable enough.